I miss her so much, she lives 5 minutes away and it feels like halfway across the country with this silence and rift the size of the Grand Canyon. Most days I just want to drive over there and hold her and never let go. Swallow my pride and say fuck it losing you is not worth this heartache. We were both always to stubborn for our own good. I can’t believe it’s already been 5 months some days it feels like a lifetime and other’s like yesterday. I am not better off without you for you always were and will always be my rock and stability in this world. I hope you come back to me soon for I am losing my sanity without you.I always needed you more than you needed me.
Currently Reading- When Christ and his Saint’s slept By Sharon Kay Penman
Currently Listening- Unwritten Natasha Bedingfield
About Me
- Miss D
- "I was born a Gemini And I know my evil "twin" She's sly and self protective She's underneath my skin Though I prefer myself to her She does not let me choose She emerges from my consciousness A dangerous young muse She creeps along beside me Refusing to be shaken She knows that love's a risk And that risks are not worth taking She'll sacrifice her body To protect her heart And when truth comes up empty She knows just where to start I'm keeping her at bay for now But I will never know When it is she'll next arrive Or which way she will go."