Numbness has become the norm
This overwhelming feeling of nothingness
I just want to tune out the world and tune in to my soul
Only problem with that is I have no soul left they have stole it away
Fake smiles that everyone sees
Real Tears that nobody sees
I bear my true heart to only her because she gets it
She gets all my insecurities and me
She understands because she has been there to
She has swallowed the bitter disappointment along with the pills
Me I choose the more messy option
The blood that runs warm from my veins
Only to feel cold to my touch
My life has become fractured into pieces of what it once was
Nobody can put this broken and bleeding heart back together
My misery is my own to bear it defines my life and kills my soul
Soon it will end the only thing to figure out is how
