Monday, April 23, 2007

O That the door with hollow slam would close upon me sudden for I cannot meet in all unknown chambers of the dead such horrors (borrowed from Keats)

I love not for me but for them
I live not for me but for them
I care not for me but for them

They listen not to me but to them
They take all that I have but give none in return
When I was lost I picked myself up and carried on
Even with this heavy and bleeding heart
I have not moved on just away
I lock myself in the prison that is my head
I will not let them in
For If I do they will win

OK this was my attempt at making my head and heart feel better but it only made it worse.
Currently reading: going between 2 right now Poetical works of Keats and Poe
Currently listening to: The Hush Sound
Currently Watching: Hell I can't remember when the TV was last on I would rather read